Wednesday, September 19, 2007

A matter of faith

It was ignorant-me enough for a news like a group of some self-proclaimed "Religion-saving-Parishad" members blocking the road and creating as much inconvenience to the people as they could. With the TV remote in my hand I did the same to the news flashing about people creating the fuss over some comments by some mortal entity on Lord Rama and the associated artifacts and events, yes I changed the channel.
But the ignorance prevailed until yesterday when I heard about a bus being burnt and 2 people actually loosing their lives, paying the cost of someone's comments and more than that to others unique way of expressing the resentment which they call "right to protest". If this is the "right to protest", I have my own doubts on democracy.

All the time I kept on thinking whether someone's faith in their religion/God is so vulnerable that a mere human being's comment can disgrace something as eternal as a religion or God. If you amount your no way humanitarian actions to such a reason, I am afraid but its still a long way for you to be a follower of the religion or a devotee of God.

I know that I am not very good at history and might not even know enough about my religion's history and events but all my life, the stories of devotees of God that I kept on reading, hearing, and watching, never mentioned the devotees to be bothered to this extent to do such an act. I never read Meera Bai or Bhakt Prahlad even reacting to the comments they have been hearing all their lives about the immortal entities they devoted their life to. Aren't these stories/events part of Hinduism? If they are, I am sure that they have been there for a purpose, a purpose of setting up an example of faith in yourself and in the Almighty that is not bound to anyone's comments. And the example has been set not just for reading but to be followed by the followers of the religion.

The much I am aware of Hinduism(being a Hindu), one of the most prominent principles is "Nar hi Narayan hai" (My interpretation: God is present in all living entities) and if that bunch of anguished people have been following the religion with such a devotion, how could their acts result in the death of two human beings, who I believe were no less God's loved children than those who burnt them alive. How could one expect God to be happy with that, how could one expect the religion to be graced with that?

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Kya se kya ho chuka hun main
Apni hi hansi ke peeche chhup ke kai baar ro chuka hun main!
Kuch paane ki chaah mein kitni baar khud ko kho chuka hun main!
Kitni baar jaagne ke samay pe karwat fer so chuka hun main!
Kya se kya ho chuka hun main!
[What have I become]

Monday, July 9, 2007

And it's over...


The month after 8th July, 2007-
It all started sometime around February 2005, when I started exploring the options to get one more chance to learn and compensate my past three and a half year's of negligence, ignorance called Bachelor Of Technology. I failed to educate myself irrespective of the way education has been imparted.

It was then when I realized what I am going to learn in a formality for partial fulfillment of my Bachelor's Degree, termed 6 months industrial training, which if you would ask me was never enough to fulfill the requirement. I panicked and panicked real well, decided to give GATE a shot though the ignorance ruled me through out. It was then when got to know about a place called IIITB and the pronunciation had a nice tone of respect. I applied, I appeared and I was through . A month or even more than that which I spent before hitting Bangalore, was more or less about mixed thoughts and the usually unjustified confusion of right and wrong for self.

The initial days weren't that comfortable 'n' convincing ! Encountered a lot of a lot better people which wasn't something new but still the average density was a little higher and disturbing as well at times. Much of the initial time for me went in convincing myself to believe that no matter how many times I fail or how bad I perform, I am going through it.

Along the way found some good acquaints and realized even greater friendships, which made the stay a lot better if not easier.

Since then I never felt the time flying by. And the feeling today is just like the feeling after a long sleep when the pre-sleep time is more fresh in your mind than the one after.

Though I need time to adjust my eyes to a more scorching sun, I enjoyed the sleep irrespective of that fact that It's over.

Lived one life, lived few dreams,
Some fulfilled some shattered,
On the time line are the moments scattered

Wednesday, July 4, 2007

Me and bloggin?

I won't blog, well the sluggish thought I always had whenever I saw a blog. Why would I?
Amusingly I don't have a justifying reason now either. The last nut was when Professor said " Hemant you should blog".