Vicious circle

We are all slaves and failures of our own mental blocks. We assume too much and too often. We live with our preconceived notions with an expectation to find, to achieve something new. We pretend more than we believe. We conclude more than we see. Following a theoretical set of instructions , an already followed path is rejoiced as being smart. And that's how we live until we die.

Putting up with being myself crap!

As chuck says, I am not special, I am not crap or shit either. I am just what I am. People who love me want me to be the way they think is going to be the best for me, I owe them for that. Others want me to be the way they want me to be. I say, just accept me the way I am, if you could. That's how I live best, I accept myself. I am not sure whether apologizing for being disappointing would be the right thing and I seriously wish I could do that.
It might be an ideal world situation if I assume you to accept me the way I am for I accept you the way you are. Because I do not believe anymore in what you give is what you get and since it has been a long time that I have been singing this song with no audience :) , I put it all in the shit bag. Let me be myself for I am harmless. And if I be a botheration while I am on my way of being myself, feel free to change the lane, thy would follow. The feeling is not for sure of someone who is stuck, I am more at peace, at a place where I probably don't know who I am but I humbly accept the way I am.

Aaj fir ek samjhaute ki maut mara hun main

"aaj fir ek samjhaute ki maut mara hun main, kabhi takdeer se to kabhi khud se dara hun main,
milunga khud se kabhi na kabhi, bas isi ummeed par har dag chala hun main,
baar baar khudi ki chita ko aag deta chala hun main,
aaj fir ek samjhaute ki maut mara hun main"-Feb 19th

Chalna akela hai

Jheena hai daman har aas ka ab , dhundhla har aaine ka chehra hai,
hata nazar har intezaar ki dagar se, bhar le dum, ki chalna akela hai,
vyarth hai har din us saath ki umeed ka, jis saath ke har lamhe pe shart ka pehra hai,
kar band bhatakna har roz ik nayi mrig trshina ke peeche, jaag zara, ki chalna akela hai.

The curious case of Benjamin Button

Liked the movie mm by mm ! (taken from http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0421715/quotes)

- "For what it's worth: it's never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There's no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you're proud of. If you find that you're not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again."

-"Your life is defined by its opportunities... even the ones you miss. "

-"You can be as mad as a mad dog at the way things went. You could swear, curse the fates, but when it comes to the end, you have to let go. "