Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Putting up with being myself crap!

As chuck says, I am not special, I am not crap or shit either. I am just what I am. People who love me want me to be the way they think is going to be the best for me, I owe them for that. Others want me to be the way they want me to be. I say, just accept me the way I am, if you could. That's how I live best, I accept myself. I am not sure whether apologizing for being disappointing would be the right thing and I seriously wish I could do that.
It might be an ideal world situation if I assume you to accept me the way I am for I accept you the way you are. Because I do not believe anymore in what you give is what you get and since it has been a long time that I have been singing this song with no audience :) , I put it all in the shit bag. Let me be myself for I am harmless. And if I be a botheration while I am on my way of being myself, feel free to change the lane, thy would follow. The feeling is not for sure of someone who is stuck, I am more at peace, at a place where I probably don't know who I am but I humbly accept the way I am.

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