Vicious circle

We are all slaves and failures of our own mental blocks. We assume too much and too often. We live with our preconceived notions with an expectation to find, to achieve something new. We pretend more than we believe. We conclude more than we see. Following a theoretical set of instructions , an already followed path is rejoiced as being smart. And that's how we live until we die.

Putting up with being myself crap!

As chuck says, I am not special, I am not crap or shit either. I am just what I am. People who love me want me to be the way they think is going to be the best for me, I owe them for that. Others want me to be the way they want me to be. I say, just accept me the way I am, if you could. That's how I live best, I accept myself. I am not sure whether apologizing for being disappointing would be the right thing and I seriously wish I could do that.
It might be an ideal world situation if I assume you to accept me the way I am for I accept you the way you are. Because I do not believe anymore in what you give is what you get and since it has been a long time that I have been singing this song with no audience :) , I put it all in the shit bag. Let me be myself for I am harmless. And if I be a botheration while I am on my way of being myself, feel free to change the lane, thy would follow. The feeling is not for sure of someone who is stuck, I am more at peace, at a place where I probably don't know who I am but I humbly accept the way I am.